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Originally posted by susie:
I feel bad. GOG has chemo number six tomorrow.


You really are nuts.

What does your doc say?

susie, you gotta protect yourself!

Fuck, I know.

It's like I feel a bit guilty for not 'being there' (he yelled when I said about going on a little vacation, 'but what about my chemo?').

And it isn't like I went away or anything, he knows I'm still right here at my house in town (when I'm not in the hospital on morphine...or taking the bus home from the hospital. Or STILL dealing with client issues) (he says sorry, but he didn't understand I was gonna hafta wait six hours for the bus, right).

I know.

But I feel bad about not being there to help. Cause I easily COULD be. It's like I'm a jerk for not just being available. I feel as if I were selfishly playing stupid power games when all that really matters is to get the job done.

HE'S the one playing games...has done since the beginning...and I never wanted to go that route (if only to be true to myself, after all, HE'S the asshole, not me, why bring myself down to his level?).

Yeah. Nuts. I know.

But I wouldn't leave a hurt dog on the road, either.

nutsnutsnutsnuts

I haven't seen my doc for a few weeks...he's moving his office to a new big house and he's been busy and my appointments have been put off cause of picking up all the kids from the train stations, etc...anyway, I'll have to go and see him soon and catch him up on all the news of the bandit wars cause he's a municipal council member and the info might be useful for him and the town...especially if Skitzo grabs Princess in order to hurt GOG or something.

And I have to go to see him after my little hospital visit...maybe he'll give me some more of that nice morphine....?
 
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Oh, yeah...did I say about that? I went off in the ambulance the night before last to the hospital. Really bad kidney pain, I thought it was an infection like last year...not from sex this time, though.....the hospital stuck me on morphine and took a scan cause they thought it was kidney stones. So far, nope.

I stayed the night and have been home sleeping since. Morphine gives strange dreams. They gave me that and also some anti inflammotoires.

I'm floating.
 
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It's like I'm a jerk for not just being available. I feel as if I were selfishly playing stupid power games when all that really matters is to get the job done.


It sux but he plays games and if you don't play them with him, he and his games will run over you and leave you for road kill.

It's why you are finally giving in and treating him like he treats you.

Get that?

YOU are treating him LIKE her TREATS YOU.

Exactly how is that wrong to do?


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Dang. I am HIGH.


Enjoy!

btw, no stone and no infection...what do they think it might be?


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"Always better to be out and wish you were in, than to be in and wish you were out."

Lib said:
making baseless assumptions is the national sport of UncleBobistan

what you wish for me I wish you twice ..

Demonizaiton of other viewpoints is a primary tool of propagandists who seek to de-humanize those who see things differently which makes it all too easy for those on the edge to use violence with indifference.

You are beautiful cuz you
are there, not there cuz you are beautiful.


Freedom is an Idea. It is not a Place.
 
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Exactly how is that wrong to do?


I don't know how to play this game and I don't like it.

It's time to get out of the game but I still feel rather stuck.

I don't feel gullible, cause I pretty much can see what's going on, and I don't think I'll go back to the 'before' situation..but he's still sick and if I want to keep that shop open til I sign for it, then I have to go back and keep up a few things. Back to the shop as before, but only back to help him if he's really on his last legs.

There are moments when I say to myself, "Fuck this! Just pay him the cancellation fee and get the Hell out of the deal and away from him!". The deal I can do without, but if he really is at the point of dying, I dunno if I can just turn my back on helping him.

Course, I'm sure he knows that.
 
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btw, no stone and no infection...what do they think it might be?

They said white blood globules, cystitis and maybe a UTI.

But there has been no pain on urinating, no frequent urination, and no other indications, so I dunno.

The only other thing that I can think of is that I have been moping around and sleeping and not eating or drinking much since last weekend....so maybe it's cause I didn't drink my two liters of water a day for a few days and the kidneys went on high alert. It's all I can think might be the problem.

I'd feel an ass for going in an ambulance and having morphine and a scan and spending the night and half a day in a hospital bed if it was just for that.
 
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Then don't play. Walk away from all but the shop and even that, if you can, without paying him.


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"Always better to be out and wish you were in, than to be in and wish you were out."

Lib said:
making baseless assumptions is the national sport of UncleBobistan

what you wish for me I wish you twice ..

Demonizaiton of other viewpoints is a primary tool of propagandists who seek to de-humanize those who see things differently which makes it all too easy for those on the edge to use violence with indifference.

You are beautiful cuz you
are there, not there cuz you are beautiful.


Freedom is an Idea. It is not a Place.
 
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Then don't play. Walk away from all but the shop and even that, if you can, without paying him.

This is such a mess! What I really want is more morphine and a nice long sleep...maybe til the Springtime, when the birds will be chirping and the flowers beginning to bud.

Once this morphine wears off, I guess I'll have to come back down to earth with a bump and get myself sorted out.

Now...where is that old Peter, Paul, and Mary tape? What I'm looking for is something to look at that's psychadelic...how about some Strawberry Ripple wine?
 
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We all live in a yellow submarine, yellow submarine, yellow submarine....la la la lalalala, lalalala, lalalala!

This is better than being drunk. Do you get hangovers from morphine?
 
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I suspect I'm gonna feel sheepish, once this all wears off and the bright light of day sets in.
 
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I'm surprised you are still high. I've never known it to last that long.


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"Always better to be out and wish you were in, than to be in and wish you were out."

Lib said:
making baseless assumptions is the national sport of UncleBobistan

what you wish for me I wish you twice ..

Demonizaiton of other viewpoints is a primary tool of propagandists who seek to de-humanize those who see things differently which makes it all too easy for those on the edge to use violence with indifference.

You are beautiful cuz you
are there, not there cuz you are beautiful.


Freedom is an Idea. It is not a Place.
 
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I'm surprised you are still high. I've never known it to last that long.

Ah! I have a little boxful of funny lolipops! They said to lick one whenever I felt the need to.

I am being careful, don't worry. And once they're gone, they're gone for good. I like the effect, but I suspect it's no good for me in the long run.
 
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Ah! I have a little boxful of funny lolipops

1rof1

OMG...no driving and do not agree to anything. You are totally HIGH!


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Lib said:
making baseless assumptions is the national sport of UncleBobistan

what you wish for me I wish you twice ..

Demonizaiton of other viewpoints is a primary tool of propagandists who seek to de-humanize those who see things differently which makes it all too easy for those on the edge to use violence with indifference.

You are beautiful cuz you
are there, not there cuz you are beautiful.


Freedom is an Idea. It is not a Place.
 
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Ah! I have a little boxful of funny lolipops

1rof1

OMG...no driving and do not agree to anything. You are totally HIGH!


Yep. Sure am.
 
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Oh and they did warn you to lock 'em up so kids don't eat a whole one and die, right?


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"Always better to be out and wish you were in, than to be in and wish you were out."

Lib said:
making baseless assumptions is the national sport of UncleBobistan

what you wish for me I wish you twice ..

Demonizaiton of other viewpoints is a primary tool of propagandists who seek to de-humanize those who see things differently which makes it all too easy for those on the edge to use violence with indifference.

You are beautiful cuz you
are there, not there cuz you are beautiful.


Freedom is an Idea. It is not a Place.
 
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Oh and they did warn you to lock 'em up so kids don't eat a whole one and die, right?

You could die from those?

Nobody said.

Sobering thought.
 
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Sonofabitch! He just called me to 'say goodnight' and tell me his chemo plans for tomorrow and Saturday.

Jeeze, I am SUCH a mug!

Flowers and bunnies hopping all over ain't gonna do this.
 
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explain?


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"Always better to be out and wish you were in, than to be in and wish you were out."

Lib said:
making baseless assumptions is the national sport of UncleBobistan

what you wish for me I wish you twice ..

Demonizaiton of other viewpoints is a primary tool of propagandists who seek to de-humanize those who see things differently which makes it all too easy for those on the edge to use violence with indifference.

You are beautiful cuz you
are there, not there cuz you are beautiful.


Freedom is an Idea. It is not a Place.
 
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explain?

About the bunnies and daisies?

I'm too stupidly nice for my own damn good.
 
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